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Sunday, October 30, 2005

::WHY IS EVERYONE SLEEPING.::

argh. juz finished my hw at 2am. and i come online cuz i dun wanna slp and i wanna feel some LIFE. but theres no life, everyones dead asleep. PIG!!!!!!!! s

maybe i shld go nocturnal. start hw at..... maybe 3am and finish everything like. 7pm. (seems like a lot of hours huh. but note theres loads of time wastage. loads. i mean close shop by 7. zzzz.) then i can talk to people and sleep at a NORMAL TIME. GAH>>.. boring and it really gets sad and boring at this kind time u know and u dun wanna sleep so i have to listen to happy songs argh.

ok whatever. anyone watched america's next top model? my mum recorded for me and it finished on monday the 24th. hahaaaa. shit man kahlen is 2nd. dunno y from the start i was mentally supporting this person. hey man, shows i got foresight huh, came in 2nd leh! and i totally agree with the judges (dun say i ren yun yi yun, its true) that kahlen's shots are excellent but the walk and stuff stinks. and its opposite for the winner. blah. the winner isnt really very hot actually in my opinion..... and her hair always sucks -.-"""" ok i mean i know mine does too but yeah thats a comp. u know.
well. at least it shows that ppl can be "altered" to look hot, you know. ok kahlen's fotos are so hot i wan to get some and put on my hp/com. LOL

HEY I DID SOMETHING REALLY COOL. u know both jay and jolin sang "dao dai" but they never done a duet. so i went to play one in wmp, and the other in winamp, and synchronised both. AND I GOT A WONDERFUL DUET. try it. HAHA! nice :)

Friday, October 28, 2005

::bad mood::

dun knw why, but suddenly i feeling rather annoyed. i wonder if this is really what u call mood swing.

maybe its because i came home and rang the bell 6 x and no one answered (yeah i know my sis is sleeping) so i called 3x. on the 3rd time, answer. then i like.

-NO part of the conversation below is made up.

me: where u
sis: huh? (sleepy)
me: where r u lah
sis: huh?
me: where are you!
sis: huh?
me: where are you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sis: huh?
me: WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!
sis: what are you talking about??
me: where are YOU
sis: what!
me: OPEN THE DO....
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2nd ring
sis: what???????
me: where r u lah!!!!!!!!!
sis: huh???
me: OPEN THE FUCKING DO......
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and i bang the door FUCKING HARD. maybe 5 times. yeah and i hear the lock opening. fuck.

then i get scolded. wtf?
fine.

i was told to be direct. to say open the door. like HEY MAN WASN'T I DIRECT ENOUGH. u mean u cant answer where are you? in hell sleeping is it? of cuz i dun noe if u at home thats y i courteously ask where are you right. then u hang up TWICE juz when i say open the door. thanks loads for opening the door dammit. i am eternally grateful.

juz came up from squash. dunno if its my dad damn good today or i damn suck. maybe its both. anyway. screwed shit. like no mood or maybe too suck to play. argh. fuck.

::zz::

very boring. im reduced to sitting down here and listening songs. everyday end up here so late until no one else is online blahblahblah it really sucks u know. why all slp so early

aiya. now i wanna type wad oso cannot leh. everything oso cannot. this oso catch that oso catch. i wanna type out what im REALLY doing now oso cant -_-"

why cant it end earlier, what a torture for this damn exam to finish. i dun even know whether i'll have as much fun as i expect when its all over. nvm, got 10 days left, duno if good thing or not, then after 2 weeks of pain then song liao.

the damn nygh eng guidedcompo paper that we submit to teacher for practice. write until so shuang. got this comments : well linked, use of information what wonderful blahblah write so many nice thing. in the end what. 18/30!!!! __ ok!!!! not interested in giving marks then dun write until i so good. knn?! and the compre 5/25 and 13/25 for summary? thanks maybe i juz lost interest in eng under u. the crows flying above finally have a chance at me now.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

::PHYPRAC::

physics prac. began studying for it ytd 5pm-530.

whee! v fun. i think i can score this one but my graph is real fugly. urgh but its going to gimme a big boost. im not going to let mr gary sim down liao.

A1 all the way!!
njc here i come

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

::CHEMPRAC::

CHEM PRAC. yes that is today. lucky some ppl called me and TOLD ME its at 915 report, if not i'd report at 1015. see how vulnerable my chem A1 (hence my 9A1s) are???? zzzz.

ok fine. anyway. WHEE! i had the perfect amount of adrenaline running in my blood not like bio prac. so easy yet so confident. ANYWAY. i heard my titration screwed up. (the readings) so maybe i'm still gone. (awww) and. when i was doing ONE titration. after i was done i prepared for another, looking for my filter funnel. eh? where it go! OH SHIT ITS STILL FITTED TO THE BURETTE. and DAMN. the examiner was looking at IT and furiously writing. THANKS!? like u know thats vErY pressurising. i dunno wads gg to happen lah.

anyway wasted loads of time at the quarantine and back home sleeping. only completed one a maths paper and english!! and goddamn my eng screw up. and HEY DUN REMIND ME. my IDIOT TEACHER. (maybe my fault) marked the NYGH eng paper we did for practice. THANKS. 5/25 for compre and 13/25 for summary. i'll be eternally grateful, i promise. you're gonna see the first josephian going to ITE under YOU!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH eat shit man.

and here i am SLACKING AGAIN. hello?

i mean bye.zzz

Sunday, October 23, 2005

::-::

went running with wq today. haha. exercise is really needed by me because i want to train and run away from INEVITABLE THINGS. Zzzzzzzz. everyday is homework home work home work. (not that it isnt fun, but i need a change right xD) anyway, ytd i dug up 5 amaths papers! haha! rgs nanyang chinese high and st nicks and one more from 2003. whee. im going to be no less pro than them i tell you. anyway. heres a modified quote from a word i saw on my frens nick.

stressed. ---> flip it arnd and you get desserts! whee! desserts of your hard labor. tells me that if i get past this stage of life alive i'll be very sweet (what a literal translation) anyway, wq is very bored with all the o level talk! LOL! so lets throw it away. who's going to plan a chalet for us after the goddamn freaking exam???? :) :)

baby ur gonna drive me crazy,
please don't keep me waiting here till tonight

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

::..::

my fuel tank is almost empty. hence, im slacking yet again :D..........this is no joke and spells shit.

anw. ytd was bio prac. and the moment i saw the carrot and onion i was reminded of my prelim prac. walau. deja vu!? ok actually if u wanna know what i felt during the prac u can go check out june's post on the prac. its ALMOST EXACTLY the same. wat shit man, this is o level not some dumb practice. ok whatever. maybe i can get A1 if im blessed

there isnt much abt my life now except studying seriously and as i said im alr burning out so now practically there isnt ANYTHING in my life. blah. i dun even know if i will be really happy on nov 18 as i think so. like how many ppl can go out with me everyday? i'll juz be reduced to that corpse sitting at home in front of the computer. living hell man

anyway, about that stupid idiot. i dun care anymore. gone than gone lah (i betta not think like that next time when im working though) my o level is more important than anything else for now. (GAWD THEN wat am i DOING on the computer) zzzzzzzz see im so self contradictory. someone help me i dun even know what i am talking about maybe im propagating confusion to u so that u cant study HHAHA okok this part is really retarded.

anyway, im going to get some life by playing squash with my dad later. eh wq, sunday go running HOR.

who wants to go to rjc open hse this fri? (xD i know we all cant get in juz go c c lah!)

Monday, October 17, 2005

::why so dumb.::

i've been a failure from the beginning, and i've even failed to realise this. i marvel at my stupidity. when this way is wrong, i didn't learn the right way-this happens everytime so far.

today was supposed to be a very joyous celebration. graduation and farewell for sec 4s. yeah it was fun and happy. got my nyaa silver and all that. report books. happy. class fotos. a souvenir from school. it was juz so happy. + the last day of sch.

why did i have to realise it only now. this one truth juz spoilt everything. when i heard it i really acted like nothing happened. cant believe i did it so well. can go be oscar alr. but fuck, everything today that made me happy became negative. when i smile to myself in the mirror, i stop in a second, i cant deceive myself. i look at my 30 points for napfa and shake my head. i look at my result and feel remorse. why am i so dumb, why!? im even reduced to blasting happy songs into my ear now to boost my mood. what a loser i am.

but nevermind. theres pros and cons to everything. yeah. im not going to let this bring about my downfall. many leopards and hyenas are waiting for this tired crow to fall from the tree. my emotions make any aim of mine now shaky and unstable, but at least it means one thing --- my final, my very last and strongest obstacle to 9A1s and everything i do from now till the o's has been removed. i can finally concentrate.

i finally see the killer in me again.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

::..::

gosh im getting really tired. really tired. and the wave is coming. argh....

anw, mum bought initial d dvd! whee. i can watch it again later. btw, ytd went to esp with parents at night to makan. then ah, our hands oily, so i went with my sis to wash hand at the only toilet available. then we waited and waited cuz someone was inside for damn long. then ah, the person finally came out and we held the door wide open (to let whatever molecules in the air escape). then we tried using the auto tap. WHAT> NO WATER. then how........? *turns left* *sees the person getting some ice from the nearest stall*.

OH MY GOD. *faint

Saturday, October 15, 2005

::njc open house.::

went to njc open house today.

>>at 1st i feel damn stranger leh. how come so messy so... funfair like. blah. if i feel so weird at njc with so many ppl from my sch visiting, how am i going to cope at acjc. hm. very messy indeed.
>>heh. as i was walking to the main places, got this canoeist guy ask me whether i wanna join njc canoeing team. WHEE!! not a bad idea. so i signed up and blahblah. checked out the other places of the sch (wah suddenly i forgot almost all the places) and see see blahblah. then went for principals address. hmm. during Q&A session, the principal said that the entry point for science is usually 6-8!!!! including cca points! whee! MAYBE i can go in after all. last yr it was 6. damn i regret not working hard to get that extra one point for phy or finding a loop hole in the marking criteria. DAMN. that one mark. would SECURE my position there. damn. damn. damn. damn. damn. ppl now u know the importance of every mark....? hmmmmmmmmmmmm. anw, i signed up for hockey too.
>>i think this place is nice. im going to work hard to get in! :)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

::time flies::

hah. cant believe it but i actually still rmb the sec one days all the way up till now. it kinda weird actually. 4 yrs pass so fast. o level looked like a marathon away, even the prelims. and hey suddenly its over? what... ok when time flies like this its good for exams and nothing else cuz since the rate of speed of time increases i will be 50 in a blink of an eye (what a darylogic logic). soon the exam that we have studied for 10 yrs will be over (for some maybe 12 since nursery.) just like that. whee. not that i cant help enjoying it. the start of this yr feels like yesterday i was dreading it when time was slowly passing to the exams. blah anyway who cares. exam period everyone talks abt exams. kinda sickening actually dun u think.............

anyway. its so fast! tml's the 2nd last day of sch (monday's juz farewell.) and my 4 yrs in sec 4 will end. (well if u count in the exams maybe not. but then again its like only 1 month and a few days to its extermination) then i forsee myself playing like hell. and once again theres another major distraction just as i go ahead to grab my rightful 9A1s. argh. test test test. hayo.

::random::

theres a weird force in me. a sudden motivation to want to do well. i oso dunno how this came abt but anyway. i feel like a killer now and my victim=the exam. :) prior to today, everyday i've been slacking abt and taken up the temptation to go to the com every now and then and check on stuff that i shld not be checking (WHAT.. are you thinking)

but today. i cant believe i didnt! whee. but i still watched tv though. maybe over the next weeks i might even screw tv. haha. with this force, 9 A1 ain't impossible ok. haha. laugh at me now, we'll see who has the last laugh. crap. i'm oso employing weird methods to improve my weak subs like english. gawd i bought a thesaurus and im going to read the whole damn book by 9/11/2005. (: wonderful right? i'll be speaking to you in riddles by then i guess. haha. anyway. if u know me well, im not a mugger by nature (haha any shit can testify to this) so now with the essence of mugging. my marks can be enhanced and i'll look damn smart. xD (try harder man daryl.....)

offline.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

::-::

i decided to go acjc science. anyway. im going to work for 9 A1s.

stop laughing.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

::piaopiao::

whee. had a shiok morning run with wq and sis today to upper peirce reservoir. woke up at 730. ya crap i din know im actually that disciplined.zzzzzzzzzz i need a good exercise if not im going to become a bag of liquid at home. :)

anw. shiok man. we actually made it!! last time we din cuz we slacked. all the way to the water. nice. slack slack, walk forest and take picture of water. jaja. and all the slopes are seriously horrible. nvm. i like challenges. :) yea sure

anw... it was really nice to be there in the early morning and then on the way back this idiot wq go and disturb the monkeys. haha. anyway we saw many baby monkeys that damn cute. not wondering on their own of cuz but they too paiseh to let us take foto.zz

BUT. we wanted a foto with the monkeys. so how? you know that signboard tt tells ppl not to feed the monkeys. theres some pictures of monkeys on the road. yeah. wq took pic with tat and looks quite real.. zzz

anyway. then we had roti prata and go home. shiok!. :)

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

::blood donation.::

sian man. teacher shows us the scores for the jc entry today. its like njc is 8 without cca points. i got like 9 can? with physics 74. irritating. haha. mum told me to disurb gary sim for marks. zz. din work anyway. haha. anyway i dun really... want njc cuz it might be too pia lah. i dun like to pia you see :)

ok anyway. today was blood donation. wah. i dun think i'd forget this day man. met leo yong on the way to hall and so we went to donate 2gt. and he din eat recess which i din know, somemore try to be hero, dun even want lunch, zzzzz. anyway. we were like one of the first there bt all the teachers go and cut queue. like thanks man. i din know sji teacher's forte was cutting queue. pls teach us the skill someday, teachers................

anyway. the doctor said i have low bp. as in good for health but not good for donation. anyway who cares. went along with it. like shit man. dunno if the nurses are inexperienced or the needle is damn pain, the numbing medicine was REAL PAIN. DAMN those bloody brochures saying its painless blahblah. then we were supposed to gek the arm like once every 5 sec. and if u gek for sometime then it became painful. now heres the fun part:

ok after i finished the blood thing (OMG ONE WHOLE PACKET LAH) then they keep asking me whether im ok and keep telling me im damn pale. yah like thanks man how am i supposed to know. zz... wah make me lie down in half a recovery position or sth. then make me eat some stuffs and drink loads of stuff too. bleh. cant i juz go home? zzz

then the doctor come and check on me and i had to see him for review.walau. din know blood donation so mafan one. den he take bp again. too low. biang. make me go and eat & drink more stuffs and come back for re-re view. like HELL MAN? i spent a total of 2 hrs in the hall please. den i came back and i was ok liao. haha. leo yong was worse. he lie on the bed for so long. blah. hero lah dun wana eat lunch or recess (at least i ate recess). anyway he din even complete the blood donation. zzzz.

oh well. o level is coming and i made a mistake in my timetable. misled me to think i had one extra week. thanks man. im going to flung it now. im still spoilt for choice btw nj and acj/saj. haiz. what to choose. mum asking me to get that one mark for phy and enter nj science. walau. how leiz.

Monday, October 03, 2005

::my result.s::

ok. as expected i cant slp ytd so i decided to go and watch tv. blahblahblah until 1+ still cannot slp. 2+ den can. whee. excited huh.

ok. bad news was that i had no mood to be eager to get the results. STOMACHACHE. argh anyway later it became betta.. somehow.

OKOK i know some ppl are dying to know the results. i'll get on with it now.

English-71 A2
Chinese-O level A1
E Maths-86 A1
A Maths-75 A1 (moderated by 3)
Biology-62 B4
Physics 74 A2 DAMN DAMN DAMN __ __ __ one more mark = one point off L1R5 WHY IS HEAVEN PLAYING ME LIKE THAT.

anyway.

Chemistry-72 A2 (moderated by 4)
Combined Humans- 71 (moderated by 4)
HISTORY 2158. WHOOHOO!!!!! - 70 top in class. -.-" A2. (anyway i was condemned real bad for handwriting.)

so anyway. if ur maths is good. u can notice that my L1R5 is 9 (EH WHY NOT 8 U DAMN PHYSICS nvm thats my top sci alr. -.-")

so. ppl. I THINK. lets see how many ppl going first lah- im going to acjc for 3 months. :)

Sunday, October 02, 2005

::satan bless.::

TML IS THE RESULT DAY. shit. god bless people. if im lucky singapore poly will accept me. the best in sg after all??? im nt goin to be able to sleep today so some people please standby and prepare for a call from me at 3am. :)

ok ytd. it was grad day and it was really draggy. i know i've been thru 2 other rehearsals and none of them are half as long as ytd's. agrh. somemore guest of honor tell ahgong story. sian! supposed to talk like only 15 min he talk until 1hr. restless crowd. walau. mimi so big shot. i see alr shake head. jaja.

anyway, i cantt believe i actualy combed my hair down ytd! lol! go to class they whee me and take foto. blahblah. looks retarded. i should do that more often.